I recently have decided that growing up should be in my agenda. I'll be 33 in a couple weeks, and so i decided to purchase health and dental insurance, and decided to be a little more careful with money. Save and enjoy the things I really like to do as apposed to spreading it here and there on stuff to keep me occupied and never really having the money to enjoy things I really like... such as traveling. The first three months of the year are always the hardest for me... I don't want to explain nor am I willing to go into all the details as of why, but let's just say that in my history the bad things that happen in my life generally happen around this time... I don't know what my good months are... i guess it would be fall to winter, october, november, december,.... don't ask me why but that is my favorite time of year. I'm am under the general impression that I will die in the first three months of the year lol. However who knows.
I went to a hockey game tonight. Tyler got tickets for a suite, free food, free game, lots of fights, and we even had a little spat with the guys above us, Checkers won so all in all it was a great night. Tomorrow is Divisional playoffs, with my boys the Pittsburgh Steelers playing the Baltimore Ravens. Should be a hard nose down and dirty game, and i can't wait. I'm glad the snow and ice is melting, and I hope we're done with it for the year. I've had my share and I'm ready to move on... however late January to mid February, is when we generally get our big snow, so we may be in for another big storm...
Pulling myself up out of this hole i've been in hasn't been all fun and games... I've had slips and set backs, but I think I'm getting to where i want to be, and that in itself is a small light at the end of a long dark tunnel. I thought for the longest time i was insane, but I wasn't I was in love, and some times it's hard to tell the difference. I'm ready to do another show, so i'm hoping the next one coming for us provides the opportunity for me to do so... I"m tired of being idle, ready to be busy again.
