While there are only a couple of you who read my blog that I know of.... the purpose of writing is for myself... but since we all go through the same bunch of junk in life I figure if someone reads what I write and says... " hey that's how i feel" they know they aren't alone and maybe just maybe it helps them in some small way. That being said one of my blog readers hinted ever so subtly (sarcasm) that they want to see some new poems... but my mind isn't in the bright happy love poems they (this person) knows me for... but nonetheless.. here goes. keep in mind people this is a freaking poem... no worries read it and like it .. or don't...
one year ago i held you close
locked myself inside your soul
exploring Avenues i never knew
always afraid I pushed on through
exposing my soul for you to see
my forever right in front of me
fast forward to this day and time
with last year engraved inside my mind
you're there with me each day i wake
I sleep with no soul for God to take
I'm left to climb from my hole to the world above
others offer help offer love
lying in another's embrace
brings to life that distant space
so to the pills for rest and peace
the only thing that gives release
so as i lay me down to sleep
I can't climb out my hole's too deep
That's really good Chris, especially now that I get to read all of it and not just the end. ;)
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